Apparently I'm NOT Over It

I thought I had come to terms with IVF#1 failing and was all done with the crying. But apparently not. A girl at work knows what we are doing (one of the very few who do) and I texted her on Saturday when we found out, so she knew coming in this morning. I thought I was ok with everything now so when she asked me how I was doing, I was surprised that I started tearing up. Same thing happened when I went to tell my boss that I would once again need more time off for appointments. So, apparently I'm not as ok with it as I thought. Oops!